Monday, February 2, 2009

umm yeah.update

wow its been a hot sec since ive been on here...

well lets update....

Me and Army are doing great :)..I was so happy to spend this past christmas wit him..he was only here for 2 weeks but it seem like longer..We have grown to know each other a lot better and we are much closer..I miss him soooooooo much...we still talk everyday and all night...I say right now that I do love him..but also..I see that we are in that infatuation stage...you know what i mean..in the beginning of a relationship where you are so happy to be together that things might be going so fast you might not even notice..we were moving that fast for a hot sec before i caught it and brought it to his attention...i took him a little longer to understand how I felt about it but he understands now..love is blind my friends....we are however doing really good..despite the fact that we are not around each other..which brings me to another point..I am being the most faithful that i have ever been in a relationship..this guy must be really special ..(he is though :) .) ...most people try to avoid long distance relationships because they figure that it wont work..well this is how i see it...relationships work the way you want them to..come on you know way before you hooked up that u arent ready for long distance..why even put your self and who ever u are dating through that....and if you do give it a try that means that you are saying " I will be faithful just as you were here"..If you are a dog..DONT DATE LONG DISTANCE IDIOT..SHYT DONT DATE AT ALL!.because if you run in to a broad like me she gon kick ya azz or get ur azz back and best believe pay back is a bytch...

AAAAANNNNNYYY WHOOOO.................

Army is special..he is not just a boyfriend he is a friend...he isnt just a guy i can cuddle and kiss with but i can be a "smart ass" and fight with him too and I dont have to worry about nobody being mad..This might be it for me...I hate to say that so early..its like taboo...but seriously i can feel it..I dont just say that about anybody..and you know what.....he feels tha same way...its so refreshing to date someone who feels the same way or more about you the way you do him..I pray that he will be my first last kiss......i know I know sappy right? lol....but Im just being real..I am In a place where I wasnt sure if I could reach and I dont want it to ever change..and I love the way he treats me..he treats me like he is giving me the world and if i want the stars i can have that too..he treats me like a WOMAN should be treated by a real MAN...this is the real deal and its amazing that he treats me this well because he has been hurt by stupid bitchez in the past..I mean he has really be through wit this one hoe named........stop.....umm imma call her norcross lol(inside joke..you'll figure it out).....long story short she got him in some real red and blue flashin lights(if u get my drift) shyt about something that he didnt even do...she mainly is one of the girls that thinks that they can run people and take advantage of the person she is wit... also she thinks she is hard......what!?!?!?!...where theey do that at?!?!?!......you know how when people get buck and start talkin bout where they from..weeeellll this dumb bitch talk about she from some damn NORCROSS!?!?!? LOL!!!! what THE F-you-see-kay LOL..for those that doesnt know GA..what kind of :hood" is that you asked??well if u must know ITS NOT A HOOD!!...norcross is mainly where the white people and people that at snobby live...i pray that if we ever jus so happen to meet she doesnt jump stupid..I will wipe the floor wit her triflin ass..and Im from the eastside zone 6...now thats my hood..I reside at the mound(stone mountain) but raise in the wood(glenwood)..any way let me get out of my hood state

>>now back to ur regularly scheduled blog by Whitney.


Sorry I had to go ham for a sec..........but im back.lol..........

I really pray that Army stays the way he is and only change for the better. but thats an update so far and thats only january and december..who knooows what februray hold....till next time

I holla

Ps Army comes back home March 10 for good :D!!!!!

~Starr*