A rock and a hard place

ok so this is my sitch.....

There are two guys in my life right now,as of the moment,that has my mind and feelings in a maze..lets call one of them ..ummm Army and the other one...New York (no relation to that damn new york chick on tv). Army is my age and is really sweet and smart almost like that guy that you know ur supposed to be dating (ladies i know u know what im talkin about), and New York is a couple of years older than me but he really cool and laid back. Ok, well i met theses guys around the same time this year and they both seem to be pretty cool. As time is moving on i started to develop feelings for both of them( i think you're starting to see where im goin with this) but any ways...I am at the point now where i really like both of them but i know i can only have one(unfortunately i cant have my cake and eat it to)..I dont know which one i should choose..when i look at the pro's and con's of being with both guys they seem to weigh out almost equally.. Army's pro's is that we are the same age and i know for a fact that he would treat me right and not hurt me but his con is that at the moment he is far away and i dont get to spend as much time with him( but he is coming back )..New Yorks pro's are he is understanding and kind hearted and i see him all the time but his con is he is older than me so it hard fort me to actually trust that he genuinly likes me..wait...is the problem really me and not them? am i making this more difficult than what it really is?? i mean am i wrong for my feelings to be like this for two different guys at the same time??..idk...I dont want to have one and then forget about the other...What i think i am afraid of is that i might make a mistake with the one i choose to be with and then it would be to late to go back to the other one....This is all a mess and i let it go this far...what to do.....its been so long since i actually like some one like the way i like these two( just my luck that they would both come in my life at the same time)...They are both great guys and i know i would be happy with either of them...im stuck inbetween and rock and a hard place...im just hoping that one day soon i find a crack in the hard place and i can bust through and finally make a desicion....the right desicion...

well till next time im out

~Starr*